What a day today ended up being...
Probably the worst day that I've had....
Man... I feel so.. sad and... depressed and.. arugh--! Like I was sucked into a black hole.. or something to that effect.
Late last night Rudy came over to tell me that he was moving... He's told me one other time before and I had a similar reaction but this time when he said it it just had more validity than before.
He's like my bestest buddy that lives within walking distance! (2 Minutes to be exact!)... And we're pretty close... He's like... another ME.. but.. SUPER super into anime. He draws wif me, talks wif me all the time, cosplays, is into comics and anime and has the same thought processes as I do... (sometimes).... but yeah--! And it just generally feels weird if I go more than a few days without hanging out with him.... It's.. weird.
Man... I have to say I've never been so down and depressed EVER before. It just feels like a whole piece of me has been sucked out from me... and... I don't care about anything. Nothing is making me smile.... nothing is bringing me out of this.
Stupid day....
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